Sigmund Freud
"Address to the Society of B'nai B'rith"
(1926)
It happened that in the years from 1895 onwards . . .
the announcement of my unpleasing discoveries had as its result
the severance of the greater part of my human contacts; I felt
as though I were despised and universally shunned. In my
loneliness I was seized with a longing to find a circle of
picked men of high character who would receive me in a friendly
spirit in spite of my temerity. Your society was pointed out to
me as the place where such men were to be found.
That you were Jews could only be agreeable to me; for I was
myself a Jew, and it had always seemed to me not only unworthy
but positively senseless to deny the fact. What bound me to
Jewry was (I am ashamed to admit) neither faith nor national
pride, for I have always been an unbeliever and was brought up
without any religion though not without a respect for what are
called the ‘ethical’ standards of human civilization. Whenever I
felt an inclination to national enthusiasm I strove to suppress
it as being harmful and wrong, alarmed by the warning examples
of the peoples among whom we Jews live. But plenty of other
things remained over to make the attraction of Jewry and Jews
irresistible - many obscure emotional forces, which were the
more powerful the less they could be expressed in words, as well
as a clear consciousness of inner identity, the safe privacy of
a common mental construction. And beyond this there was a
perception that it was to my Jewish nature alone that I owed two
characteristics that had become indispensable to me in the
difficult course of my life. Because I was a Jew I found myself
free from many prejudices which restricted others in the use of
their intellect; and as a Jew I was prepared to join the
Opposition and to do without agreement with the ‘compact
majority’.
Source: Freud Ovuvres Complètes (Anglais) Studies on
Hysteria," http://pre.docdat.com/docs/index-127074.html?page=486#1393278